anger.

sometimes i just want to rail at you with my anger.
i feel like you have abandoned me and those who love you
all for the sake of your own knowing comfort in being perpetually unhappy.
you cling to that unhappiness and use it as a cloak to shield you from the living world.
for in doing so, not only have you abandoned all of us in that living world, but also your life in that living world.
so you stay in your retreat and you live in your void.
and i find that selfish.
so selfish.