i still love this.

anger.

sometimes i just want to rail at you with my anger.
i feel like you have abandoned me and those who love you
all for the sake of your own knowing comfort in being perpetually unhappy.
you cling to that unhappiness and use it as a cloak to shield you from the living world.
for in doing so, not only have you abandoned all of us in that living world, but also your life in that living world.
so you stay in your retreat and you live in your void.
and i find that selfish.
so selfish.

back in lansing.

drama and sadness sent me back to lansing. sometimes life throws us lemons and sometimes you just cannot make the lemonade where you are at. sometimes you need to go back home to do it.

we'll see how break plays out. even with the bad, so far, so good.

ice ice ice

from snow to ice. which is worse? i am not quite sure. still a little shaken from my spin out the other day and not thrilled about driving anywhere.

it's going to be a very long winter. VERY LONG indeed.

for the love of...

whatever higher power you may believe in, make the snowy cold mess STOP. i'm tired of it.

good times.

headed over to some bake cookies with some friends last night. good times. baked holiday cookies with mel, while the men folk snowboarded on wii. late night. tired. snowstorm has obliterated any hope of getting to the school today. cabin fever to follow, no doubt. at least i have blagojevich's press conference to entertain me at 3 pm.

oh, and here are some of my fabulous chocolate cupcakes made earlier in the day. sinfully delicious.

two words for you.

finals suck.

holiday fun

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